not even a half goodbye

you will search but you will not find

my love like shadow will hang around  you

you will be lost without me

you will remember me when i will leave

my red kiss

my red wine your wish

your eyes full of light

the day i lost  your sight

now your heart is auctioned

for my half of my life

someone else the champion of my rage

for the one i loved will never embrace

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I knew it was the end when finally she ask me ( why you look at me that way)

It was nearly a month i was visiting her at work running into her

without her talking, avoiding only talking to her phone without

acknowledging my presence or my existence

she went back to a new old boyfriend, and i started getting bored

it was good to see her and realized that it  was still plenty of resentment

being harbored underneath of all this apparent good will of mine

and lets be friends- rhetoric.

She became a sea of emptiness a vast erotic disappointment of her

bits of shit and her boyfriend vanities floating in an ocean of

erotic darkness.It was time to get the hell out  without to say good-bye