Moby Dick

"He's drowned with the rest on 'em, last night," said the old Manx
sailor standing behind them; "I heard; all of ye heard their spirits."

Now, as it shortly turned out, what made this incident of the Rachel's
the more melancholy, was the circumstance, that not only was one
of the Captain's sons among the number of the missing boat's crew;
but among the number of the other boats' crews, at the same time,
but on the other hand, separated from the ship during the dark
vicissitudes of the chase, there had been still another son;
as that for a time, the wretched father was plunged to the bottom
of the cruellest perplexity; which was only solved for him
by his chief mate's instinctively adopting the ordinary procedure
of a whaleship in such emergencies, that is, when placed between
jeopardized but divided boats, always to pick up the majority first.
But the captain, for some unknown constitutional reason,
had refrained from mentioning all this, and not till forced to it
by Ahab's iciness did he allude to his one yet missing boy;
a little lad, but twelve years old, whose father with the earnest
but unmisgiving hardihood of a Nantucketer's paternal love,
had thus early sought to initiate him in the perils and wonders
of a vocation almost immemorially the destiny of all his race.
Nor does it unfrequently occur, that Nantucket captains will
send a son of such tender age away from them, for a protracted
three or four years' voyage in some other ship than their own;
so that their first knowledge of a whaleman's career shall
be unenervated by any chance display of a father's natural
but untimely partiality, or undue apprehensiveness and concern.

Meantime, now the stranger was still beseeching his poor boon of Ahab;
and Ahab still stood like an anvil, receiving every shock, but without
the least quivering of his own.

"I will not go," said the stranger, "till you say aye to me.
Do to me as you would have me do to you in the like case.
For you too have a boy, Captain Ahab--though but a child,
and nestling safely at home now--a child of your old age too--
Yes, yes, you relent; I see it--run, run, men, now, and stand
by to square in the yards."

"Avast," cried Ahab--"touch not a rope-yarn"; then in a voice that
prolongingly moulded every word--"Captain Gardiner, I will not do it.
Even now I lose time, Good-bye, good-bye. God bless ye, man, and may I
forgive myself, but I must go.  Mr. Starbuck, look at the binnacle watch,
and in three minutes from this present instant warn off all strangers;
then brace forward again, and let the ship sail as before."

Hurriedly turning, with averted face, he descended into
his cabin, leaving the strange captain transfixed at this
unconditional and utter rejection of his so earnest suit.
But starting from his enchantment, Gardiner silently hurried
to the side; more fell than stepped into his boat, and returned
to his ship.

Soon the two ships diverged their wakes; and long as the strange
vessel was in view, she was seen to yaw hither and thither at every
dark spot, however small, on the sea.  This way and that her yards
were swung around; starboard and larboard, she continued to tack;
now she beat against a head sea; and again it pushed her before it;
while all the while, her masts and yards were thickly clustered
with men, as three tall cherry trees, when the boys are cherrying
among the boughs.

But by her still halting course and winding, woeful way, you plainly saw
that this ship that so wept with spray, still remained without comfort.
She was Rachel, weeping for her children, because they were not.



CHAPTER 129

The Cabin


(Ahab moving to go on deck; Pip catches him by the hand to follow.)

Lad, lad, I tell thee thou must not follow Ahab now.
The hour is coming when Ahab would not scare thee from him,
yet would not have thee by him.  There is that in thee, poor lad,
which I feel too curing to my malady.  Like cures like;
and for this hunt, my malady becomes my most desired health.
Do thou abide below here, where they shall serve thee,
as if thou wert the captain.  Aye, lad, thou shalt sit here
in my own screwed chair; another screw to it, thou must be."

"No, no, no! ye have not a whole body, sir; do ye but use poor me
for your one lost leg; only tread upon me, sir; I ask no more,
so I remain a part of ye."

"Oh! spite of million villains, this makes me a bigot in the fadeless
fidelity of man!--and a black! and crazy!--but methinks like-cures-like
applies to him too; he grows so sane again."

"They tell me, sir, that Stubb did once desert poor little Pip,
whose drowned bones now show white, for all the blackness of his
living skin.  But I will never desert ye, sir, as Stubb did him.
Sir, I must go with ye."

"If thou speakest thus to me much more, Ahab's purpose keels up in him.
I tell thee no; it cannot be."